Birthday

Today I am 26 years old. I have quit my job, im living at home. Sounds pathetic right? it pretty much is. I am in dire need for some serious change..All i do all day is spend countless hours on craigslist looking and applying for jobs i dont want. Gotta have money to do anything in this world, so guess i have to have a job i dont want. My ideal day in a dream world would consist of getting up at about 9 and have a hearty breakfast out on a balcony that overlooks the city, maybe make a few additions on a painting that ive been working on, or add a few clever words to a novel ive been working on, then go hit up the gym, take some photos, have an intelligent conversation about life over some herbal tea, then take a long shower with candles lit all around, then make dinner with friends and watch tv or a movie on a big screen. You are all probably wondering why i dont just go do these things that i want?? Society says, get married, date an eligible guy, have a successful career. Sure we all long for relationships, but lets be honest they dont just happen that easily...and most of these successful careers are just plain boring!! My goals for the next couple of months: Move out, Get a tolerable job, finish my book, paint a pic, record a song. Also Im starting a new diet on Saturday, and so by March 28th the goal is to be down 40 lbs by then. So i was thinking about using my blog as kind of a diet tracker, posting my measurements, and pounds lost...because i know no one ever looks at my blog! Im really excited to do this diet. I went and looked at swimsuits i will be buying for this summer season.